I am going to find out some answers soon. I don't think I will get the answers I want, and I should just be happy with what I have but I have to ruin things by needing to know.
I know exactly what he's going to say - he's not in a position in his life right now to get into anything romantic, he enjoys my friendship but that is all there is to it. But I need to know, just on the .00001 chance that it might be different than that.
I sabotage myself every time. Either way, he knows now I want to talk to him, as I mentioned it in passing yesterday when he was pulling on my skirt. I know it is going to freak him out to have this talk and he'll go running either way.
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