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I do not feel happy.

Nothing has happened. It is more the lack of things happening, and my realization of what that means. Plus an ominous missive to "not believe everything Roux says".

I want to call him and talk to him but I don't want to be pushy and I don't want to have "this" discussion over the phone. As of next Monday, our potential for daily or at least weekly interaction through work will be over, and I want to know where it goes from there. Not knowing makes me crazy.

And, he is 35 years old and has been this way for nearly 20 of those. Where do I get off thinking he will change?

This is a classic example of my mind going crazy when it has no facts to fill up its spare time.